17/1/2010



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57: worship.

Psalms 57 : 8 : Awake, my soul! Awake, harp and lyre! I will awaken the dawn.

For 2010, have all of you awakened your spirit to the things of God? David wrote this verse when he was cornered. When he was alone, when he had nobody to turn to except God, when Saul decided to want to kill him (what a great father-in-law, indeed), when he feel that he’s at a dead end..

..he just decided to waken all his resources, talents, and everything in him to the things of God.

He decided to just worship, and glorify God, and praise Him regardless of the danger and his (well at that moment) numbered days.

What about us?

What about when we face persecutions, trials and tribulations?

Have we awaken to the things of God? Have we awaken ourselves to the Lord for this year?

January is pretty much, the “dawn” of 2010.

Will you, awaken the dawn?

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02/1/2010



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54 : surrender.

Lord,

I hate making resolutions. As I grew, I realized that making resolutions and keeping them’s one of the toughest challenges that life has to throw at someone (that’s if you make any :P). And I never did put a lot of thought into the new year, and Jocelyn asked me a very good question yesterday.

“What would you do differently this new year?”

And I gave it a thought, Lord.

And I realized how many broken relationships there were last year.. and honestly, I’m sick of it. I’m sick of falling and falling again. I’m sick of making the wrong decisions about who my friends should be, or to fall for the wrong guy, or to mix with the wrong company…I’m sick of it.

So this year, Lord; I only want to do ONE thing.

To dedicate all my relationships to You :)

It’s gonna be hard; but hey, trying is good enough, no?

Happy New Year Lord. I love You.

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19/12/2009



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“Being single is one of the most powerful positions to be in. Jesus was one cool single young adult!”

— Pr Sandra Chin

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07/12/2009



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Why is it that when people talk about God, there is no controversy. But talk about Jesus and there is a huge division.

adelinetyng-tyng:

putzinaround:

Why is that?

This is because Jesus himself said in Luke 12 : 49 -51 ” I have come to bring fire on the earth, and how I wish it were already kindled! But I have a baptism to undergo, and how distressed I am until it is completed! Do you think I came to bring peace on earth? No, I tell you, but division”.

He already said He’s come to bring that, not in a bad way; but when He comes, His words are like a “double-edged sword, piercing the hearts of those who would listen”. He will make us feel convicted, convinced, and sure to do the RIGHT things; and it causes division.. division because people don’t like the truth.

People don’t like to hear what’s right and wrong; what they should do and what not to; about the realness of their conscience, about the wicked things humans could do- nobody wanna hear anything about that and hence, when His name’s mentioned, well.. what else?

Division is a must when He Himself had stated it.

*shrug*

This post was reblogged from Take A Step Back.

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05/12/2009



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39: guard.

~ I ~ <—- dats me! :) d way d lala says it, “is me…” :p hahahahaha…

STEWPIG :P

Dear you,

It’s really nice to have us missing each other, having us just feeling down cos one of us isn’t there in Malaysia (oooh, guess who? :P), and just feeling good cos we see each other’s messages.

And to be able to watch you sleep today, well; it’s preciosa pa’ mi.

I know it’s not a good time for me to really think of you in any sense that way, because well; hombre; I’m not ready. And whatever we talked about just now, I hope you take it to heart and in prayer; because that’s what I’ll do and have been doing the past few months. Or weeks, more like.

I don’t deny how I feel for you; and I don’t know how you feel for me albeit seeing the sweetness and the messages and stuff pretty much spelt out; I don’t want to assume in any sense at all. It’s just sweet to wake up to check my messages and see you sending them, it’s awesome to feel loved like that.

But honestly, I don’t deserve it.

Not now.

I know how much I want this, but I know it’s not time yet. I love to talk to you till the day ends, I love to hang out with you, love to see you calling me baby, love to hear your voice, to “muah” me, to .. well, just being with you even when we don’t talk.

I love to be the one loving you.

(Thank God you’re not reading this :P)

But then again, I know that it’s not time yet. I know even as I struggle, I SHOULD and must obey God; I want Him to honour me, and I want to honour Him too.

I want to guard my heart.

I want to experience true love.

I want to be loved the way I deserve.

And I want to be the one who only resides in my husband’s heart when the time comes and so now, I’m reserving all the giddiness for later.

=)

Te echo de menos, carino. Pero no es un buen tiempo todavia. Entonces, esperamos para Dios que damos un buen tiempo, vale?

Next update on Spain soon!

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28/11/2009



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37 : leaving.

Hola (:

It’s my last day here in Malaysia, and tomorrow, I’m leaving. All the way to Spain. I can’t wait for this experience; but at the same time I’m scared. I’m scared of the unknown. I’m afraid of unexpected situations, and I’m afraid I couldn’t handle it all.

But hey, that’s what faith is all about eh? To step into the unknown believing I could stand on the water, because He’ll come through for me. Because it’s Him that I’m trusting in.

Because it’s Him who’s my God of all.

Lord, I trust. I choose to trust.

Gotta do my last minute packing, so am not goinna write much. =)

Will post pictures once I’m there.

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26/11/2009



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36 : feel.

H : Why dya took forever to find me? I miss you so much!
D : I just got home ;)
H : I’ve been waiting since 730 :(

That, was at about 10pm.

You are so sweet; but as the 6 weeks begin, I hope the sweetness remain as I remain in my singleness towards God; it’d be a little test of faith.

For you, and for me.

I hope you’re worth every single distance I try to keep from you, every single prayer I said to God for you, every single thought of you, every single text sent to you; I hope you’re really worth it.

And God be my judge, we’ll see how it goes. But for now, let’s not get sidetracked.

=)

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2:49



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35 : dreams.

“I finally found you. I saw you 3 years ago, don’t ask me how”

Let’s not be disillusioned, shall we? :)

God, I surrender this to You. Really.

As reluctant as I am, I know I have to. Quote someone I know, a banana can bear fruit twice. I don’t want myself to be burnt twice. I’m afraid, God.

Please, I pray my heart will be so hidden in You, that when he wants it or if he wants it, he’d seek You to find it. I don’t want to be disillusioned, ever. Not now, not ever, Lord.

I surrender.

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25/11/2009



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34 : praise =)

Congrats on your Double As on Spanish.

HAHAHAHAHHA.

PRAISE YOU LORD!!!
:D

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23/11/2009



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33 : pasión.

Father, I pray for a heart of compassion towards those who need it.

I pray for a heart that hungers for You; to worship You, everytime, everyday.

I pray for a heart that solely communicates with you every minute of the day, and not think of anyone else while I’m communicating with You;

I pray for a heart that longs for You.

Solely You, Lord.

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